Hohohohohoho. Merry Christmas for you all. God bless you always!

So, because it's Christmas day, I'm gonna write a post about Christmas.


Nahahahahahaha, kidding! I'm doing nothing this Christmas because my family and I don't celebrate it. However, we love to go to mall or other places to spend the Christmas holiday. Also, I love Christmas because today always feels so blissful and cheerful, and I dream of White Christmas too. Someday, I must feel it! Yeah!

So, this will be another review of beauty product. This time, I've tried skincare product from Skin Food, Fresh Juice Essence Mask Sheet. I got it for IDR 35,000, pretty expensive considering you can use it only once, but I guess you will have it for cheaper price if you're patient enough to Pre-Order in many online shops, including here.


Maybe you already know-I made a haul post here-that I bought some stuffs from Skin Food. Actually, for skincare, I don't like to try many products. For months (almost half year) I stuck to skincare products that were given by my doctor. I used to have trouble on my face. So I went to the beauty clinic and was given the treatment. Then...tadaaa...not until a month, my trouble has gone. Hmm...since I'm writing this, I have an interest to share to you what product that my doctor has given for me that I think it's the best product for trouble skin. Later yaaa.

Just yesterday, I decided to stop the treatment because of two reasons. First, the clinic is too far from my house, such a pain in ass to go there every months, you know Jakarta has a very very very terrible jam. And second, since my skin trouble has gone, I don't feel any changes anymore, so I think I can do care my skin with my self. If someday I have skin trouble again, I can go back there.

Yaaah, such a long intro! -____-"

Anyway, back to the mask sheet, the clerk in the shop suggested me to buy this. He said the fresh juice essence is good to freshen and brighten my skin, so my face won't be looked dull.


As you can see it, it must be applied after facial washing, and wait for 10-15 minutes before it's taken off.

I could feel my face absorbs the fresh juice essence in the sheet. I felt so fresh and cool when I was wearing this mask. Not weird when I took it off, my face felt so hot because more than 15 minutes feeling the coolness. LOL!


I don't have proper pic of me wearing this mask, because whenever I took it, it's ugly as hell. Puhahahahahahahahahahaha.. So this it the best I can post.

The effect could be felt directly. My skin seemed to be more tightened and supple. This is my bare and happy enough face after taking off the mask.


I like this mask so much and will think about re-purchasing it. Maybe I can have brighter and healthier skin some day.

I was always searching for grey circle lens. I'd bought one or two grey lens but was not very satisfied, because the grey color never popped out when I wear it.

So......... I bought these:


EOS Blytheye Grey

Water Content : 52%
Diameter : 14,8mm





And.....oooooooooohhhh it did it! This lens is bright, too bright!!

Pics to prove.




With flash, it becomes ridiculously bright. LOL!


I've read many reviews and, umm, okay, most of them said this lens was too bright. However I insisted to buy, because when I saw their pics, I still thought they're okay with that lens. I just loved blytheye grey because somehow they looked cool and sensual wearing this lens. Yeah, this lens looks so good in pic, but in real they're too bright and looks unnatural, like vampire eyes maybe (?!)

However, I won't say I hate these lens. I just think it's not suitable for every day's look, and don't have much courage to wear it for shopping or hanging out. Maybe it's okay for nite event, clubbing or something. For wearing blytheye grey, I think I need to dramatize my eyes with much makeup.

Let's move from the brightness. Blytheye grey has black outer ring that gives enlargement effect. It doesn't have complicated pattern, so yeah, this lens is meant to emphasize the color. It will look good for photo-shoot, I think.



I'm quite satisfied. Finally! Find something that can pop up my eyes. Feel cool and sensual. But.. a lil'bit too much...too bright.

Christmas is near. Santa will come to town. Let's prepare a catchy look for this Christmas!

In my country, there's no winter, there's no snow. But it doesn't mean I cannot make a sweet frozen look. Let's freeze this Christmas! Here, I created an icy look to invite snowy feeling.

Started with a bare face and circle lens. I was using EOS blytheye grey because its very light grey color feels so cool, literally cool.


For the eyelid, I used grey eyeshadow as the base.


And then, I played with blue colors and also shimmering white. I always want a dramatic eyes in any look I create. Therefore I added black eyeshadow and black liner to create a deep and dramatic eyes. And could not forget upper and bottom eyelashes.

Tadaaa, sneak peek:


I also wanted to froze my lips (this time, not literally), so I used lip concealer to make my lips looked nude and gave a small amount of reddish pink color to my inner part of lips.

The result!!



Time to camho!! ^o^


And yeaaah this icy lady's getting so excited. She gives you middle finger.


LOL! Just kidding, it's just only a cropped peace pose. Don't be mad ya!


Hahahahaha! Advanced Merry Christmas!! ^^

Products I used:
1. EOS Blytheye Grey 14.8 mm circle lens
2. Etude House Precious Mineral BB Cream Bright Fit #N02
3. Dolly Wink Pencil Eyebrow #2
4. NYX Triple Eyeshadow White/Grey/Black
5. Too Cool for School Single Eyeshadow # 9 and #20
6. Dolly Wink Liquid Eyeliner #Black
7. Some upper falsies
8. Dolly Wink Eyelashes #5
9. Etude House Lovely Cookie Blusher #6
10. Etude House Color Me Nude Lip Concealer
11. Etude House Look At My Lips #6

You know what the best from end of the world didn't come on 12/12/12?! It means, there was still chance to attend midnite sale. Yippie!!

Yeah, yesterday, on December 16th, I went to Central Park Mall, Jakarta. They held Shopping Marathon from 8 PM till midnite, and yesterday was a last day. So, I grabbed the chance to come there and saw if I could buy something.

Okay, at first, I planned to buy some clothes, and some dolly wink products because I heard they are 20% off. However, I ended up buying much beauty products and no clothes at all -____-"

So, here they are. Hauls...



Okay, I'm gonna tried this. He also suggested  Fresh Juice Essence Mask Sheet.


Skin Food had no discount unfortunately, but I got bonuses, Gold Kiwi Serum.



Yeah, that's all. I forgot uploading one or two pics, but I hope it's okay.

No buying clothes on this midnite sale, but actually, some big stores gave worth discounts. 70% off for Guess trousers, 50% off Mango trousers, and Zara also gave discount. Most big discounts were given for trousers. The rest was also on sale, 20-50% off. I think I already have enough trousers, no need to buy it. And I don't really like autumn and winter outfit that are in stores these days, not suitable for my country. The color is also boring; brown, black, cream, not as fun as summer collection's. So, yeah, beauty products only for this midnite sale.

Since I ran out of lip balm, one of beauty product that becomes necessary because I have easily chapped lips, I'd decided to buy a new one which has great quality. And many recommend me EOS Lip Balm. I also know that EOS already has many good reviews.

Ya, without too much thinking, I ordered it, and finally had  a chance to try this famous lip balm.

EOS has so many variants. As far as I know, each variants has different flavors, and also different savors. One is best for treatment and another one is best for medicine, and etc, something that I don't know either (pardon my lack). So I ended up by picking the lemon drop one mostly because I simply love lemon. Hahahaha. Though I know a bit that this EOS variant is a lip balm treatment, can keep lips feel smooth, soft, and refreshed.

Here's EOS Lip Balm Lemon Drop:


The packaging is cute. Round and yellow, like a cute small egg. It also becomes my reason because I dislike lip balm which comes into jar packaging. Packaging like EOS' makes the application easier and also more hygiene. I don't need to dig the lip balm from the jar. It's horrible I think. Moreover, I often apply lip balm in any case that I feel dryness on my lips. So, with EOS, no need to pay attention to filthy hands first, rite?!


This lip balm also tastes good, tastes like lemon, not sour but sweet...sweet and yummy. It's addicted to use it as many as I can. Hahahahahahahaha, silly me who loves the taste so much.

How about the result? Is it really keep lips smooth, soft, and refreshed?

After using for more than two weeks, I can say EOS Lip Balm really makes lips healthier. My lips can stay longer to be looked fresh. It also good to wear lipstick after using it. I mean, it won't change the color result of the lipstick. Applying much of this lip balm won't make the lips feel extra sticky because it will be absorbed fast and quickly moist the lips. And the taste is.....yummy. Err~ okay, why am I back to the taste?!

Last, the most important thing, EOS Lip Balm is affordable for my wallet. I got it for IDR 65,000, which is worth for such a good quality lip balm. The amount of lip balm is pretty much. I can use it for a long time.

That's all. I end this with a chu from my healthier lips :*

Here is another review of beauty product. This time I'm gonna share to you about a foundation from NYX. Its name's Stay Matte but Not Flat liquid foundation. Yaa, this Stay Matte but Not Flat foundation comes into two different forms, liquid and powder.

About a month ago, I purchased the liquid one in Soft Beige, or the code is SMF05. Actually, I was confused choosing which shades that matches to my skin tone, because I was gonna buy it online. However, I ended up with soft beige which it was a bit darker, I think. I don't know...I used to stick with Etude's product which provides only two shades, and I always prefer the light beige than the natural beige one.

Okay, back to NYX Stay Matte but Not Flat foundation. From the name, it's quite interesting. NYX promises to give the matte look without looking flat. So, don't ever expect a glowing and shimmering result from this foundation. It will be matte, and actually, matte-look is always be my favorite.

Let's move to packaging!




The packaging is...err..too common. Simple transparent tube with black font on it. That's all. Nothing's special.

Then, here's the swatch.




And here's the result, before and after pic. I know I kinda look like a ghost in after pic. Maybe it's because flash. In real, it's not that bright. By the way, I used it to my lips too. Hahaha



The coverage is good, but not a wow. It's able to hide my redness but not too good to cover acne. The liquid is too watery, in my opinion, and I don't like the scent, smells like a heavy foundation. wth?! Also, after few hours of application it becomes sticky and makes my face oily.

But, the good thing is this foundation is cheap! Yayy! Only IDR 90,000. The result is not as good as the more expensive foundation, but it's quite good and really worth it to buy with such a good price. This foundation is great to be an alternative when I run out of foundation and don't have too much money to buy. But I prefer to buy my previous foundation, Etude Collagen Moistfull....if I have money. LOL!

This happened few months ago, when my family and I went for a trip. Forgot the reason, but we were talking about living in such a small city. It would be so peaceful and calming. We wouldn't be bothered with jam. The air would be fresher so it might cure stress and pressure.

But then I said, "We couldn't go to Central Park Mall on weekends."

My sister added, "Couldn't go to New Look, Zara, Diva."

"Forever 21."

"Little Things She Needs."

"Pay Less Shoes."

"Hell, yeah~ we can't live with those."

Because what?! Because we are meant to live for (window) shopping ;D

So, this post isn't about a review of beauty products. This will be my murmuring about hair, hair color exactly. How I expect a unique hair color, but not like everyone has.

Okay, at first, I want a very bright hair,  but not blonde. Because everyone knows blonde, so many people has blonde hair. So, I conclude, girls with blonde hair is common. Though, I swear everyone in my country would stare at me if I have this blonde hair.

However, the wilder idea come out. I search on the internet, and find that orange-head is awesome, I think. Hehehe

See this girl from SNSD named Tiffany. That orange hair makes she looks so sweet.


On facebook, I also find an ulzzang with orange hair. Unfortunately I forget her name, sorry.


Fair skin and bright hair is a perfect combination. See that ulzzang! She's pale but looks fresh with her orange hair and also orange tint on her lips.

I'm kinda inspired with this orange hair, but I continue searching on the internet and find another hair color that attracts me. Labil sekali! Hahahaha

Here, the famous doll, Blythe with the pink-light brown hair.


And my reaction is 'AWESOME, this is what my hair should be'! Hahahaha.

If Lightning (my favorite character in Final Fantasy) has...maybe...pink-blonde hair that makes me enchanted and kinda obsessed with pink-tone color, Blythe's hair offer the softer looking that somehow is more awesome to me. The pink blends perfectly with the light brown, so it creates the more natural hair color that is so unique.

Yes, yes, I'm gonna have this hair color!!....but later.

Well, I still work that require me to not being so much different from others. So I cannot have the uniqueness. Haha! But don't worry, it still be okay if I have normal hair color.

Recently, I considered ash hair.

Like the one on Palty box, Marshmallow Ash.



And Qiuqiu, my favorite blogger from Singapore, posted her hair with ash hair and blue highlight on instagram that makes me more in love with ash.



She's so pretty, right?!

Yeah, I wanna try ash. But the problem is I'm still obsessed with bright color. So I hardly decide should I go ashy, or still try to go light brownie? #FirstWorldProblem

LOL! Sorry maybe this is nonsense.

P.S.: If you note it, all picture have the same hairstyles: bangs and wavy. Love it! <3

Whoaa..it's quite a long time since my last post. I've been busy due to work. In addition, haku (my notebook)'s charger was left at my friend's house in a different city. Clumsy me! That's why I can't see Haku's on until yesterday, finally the charger had been shipped to me.

Okay, back to the post!

Since I bleached my own hair with Palty Bleach Gold Brown, I always need to re-dye my hair, because the black root is so ugly when it's getting longer. And it comes with a slightly different color with my hair. How I hate that!

Previously, I re-dye my hair with Prettia. I think because it's a foam dye, the color fades so quickly. It did a good job in covering my black root. But in few weeks, the root comes back, of course longer than before. My hair color also turned out to be yellowish. I've just realized now, my friends kept saying "Did u dye your hair again? Because your hair turns brighter." Well, it's not really brighter, it's more yellow. Hahaha

So, I decided to back to usual hair dye, not a foam dye. I chose Palty Milk Tea Brown. My second experience using this brand, with the same color. First, to my virgin black hair, and this, the second, to my bleached hair.

Here, what's in the box:


I got the old version of Palty box, with Tsubasa Masuwaka's still on it. There's a new model, and I kinda raise my eyebrow seeing Palty box without Tsu-chan's face. Meanwhile, another face is on it, with exactly the same gesture, the same hair-style, and the same design. :/

Well, the box is cute with pink background and flowers, and blings. So gyaru, rite?!

Here's my hair before


See?! So ugly! My sister said my hair has watermelon pattern. LOL!

And here's after

Tadaaa..black root has gone! My hair color is now even. No more watermelon pattern.

Note it! If you already have a bright color, or lighter color hair, do the root first. And then, wait for about ten minutes and do the rest, and wait again for an hour.

BUT, if you have a black hair, do the opposite. Do the tip first, wait for ten minutes, do the rest, and wait again for an hour.

So you'll have even color for your hair.

Have a try!

One day, I've watched bubzbeauty's video. She made a Halloween makeup tutorial by being a creepy broken porcelain doll. Soooo, I tried it at home days ago, and here, I wanna share my experience in trying a broken porcelain doll look. No, I won't said this is a tutorial, just go directly to bubzbeauty's channel if u wanna get the tutorial, because I am just a beginner in this makeup and stuffs. This is just a sharing :)

Okay, first step, I wear the circle lens. I choose Geo Princess Mimi Almond because the black outer rings make a dolly look and enlargement effect, very perfect to be doll's eyes.


Next, foundation. Also I need to emphasize my eyebrow by filling those with brown eyeshadow.

Then, go to the eyes part. At first, I use white eyeshadow to brow-bone and also as the base. After that, with smaller brush I draw line on my eyelid with brown eyeshadow so it makes my eyes look larger and deeper. Hereinafter, draw a line with eyeliner. I just follow my eye-line without trying to make wing. It is because dolls have kinda droopy eyes, right? Especially to make it more creepy. More droopy, more creepy, I think.


For more enlargement effect, I use my white eyeliner pencil to line my waterline.



Come to the eyelash part. I choose the lushest upper eyelashes that I had. And also, I cannot forget to wear bottom eyelashes.


Eyes! Done!

Now, lips! Not much. I just use lip balm to prevent dryness. Before using red lipstick, I wear nude lip concealer. Because doll has cute tiny lips, I must re-shape my full lips. Then, give a very clear cupid bow line.

Last, for cheeks, I just pat my blush on my apple cheeks. I don't smooth it over my cheekbones. Just pat it on one spot, because that is what dolls look like, cute blushing apple cheeks.

Tadaaaaa! This is my porcelain doll look. Hehehe


Now, it's time to break it. *creepy music's playing*

What I actually has done is like doodling my own face. Hahaha. By using black eyeshadow and line brush, I made line and cracks over my face. Last, I use black liquid eyeliner to clear the line and fill the hole with larger brush and black eyeshadow.

At first, it looked like this



But then, I added some random cracks. Hahahahahaha


Combine those two pics and give a goth touch. <3


That's all! Happy Halloween!



Products I used:
- Geo Princess Mimi Almond
- NYX Stay Matte but Not Flat Foundation in Soft Beige
- Loose powder that is given by my doctor
- NYX Eyeshadow, dark brown
- Beautystyle Eyeshadow, white
- Dollywink Liquid Eyeliner
- Beautystyle White Pencil Eyeliner
- Etude House Color Me Nude Lip Concealer
- Maybelline Moisture Extreme Lipstick
- Etude House Lovely Cookie Blusher #6